"Don't Walk Away"

I know between alot of pressures in the relationship overall between my son's mother and myself. And with the issues that we had early on and being that we were both so young and immature when it came to being ready for this kind of committment and parenting. Maybe this really is what we needed was a little time in beteen and seperation. Even though throughout the entire time, I stood right by her side and really didn't wanna be with anyone else. And knowing that she had met someone and had a relationship build and over a period of time, it didnt work out. But to this day still it effects me.... It is something that I never wanted to happen. I love this woman with all of my heart, so it may be something that i can never forget and never truly completely get over and/or forget.... I do forgive her. I would never hold it against her and jeapordize my son's feelings, heart, and well-being.... Or put the wall up that would block us from ever really getting the chance to ever be together again.....

Sometimes you have to really evaluate the terms, emotions, feelings, situations and do what is really the best for everyone. Including yourself.... I want to spend the rest of my life with her and have a home for my son and where e can be a family. Together. Where he can feel safe, comfort and know that this is his rock and right here is the foundation that holds us all together..... I promised him and her both.... That nothing in this world is more important to me and I would never walk away!!